In Hot Water (D3, MM)
Posted: Fri Jan 31, 2020 7:54 am
The trip into the desert the day before had left Rannek feeling as if his whole body was covered in sand... nobody likes the coarseness of sand and despite his attempt to cleanse himself in the refresher the night before he woke up still feeling a bit off... like he wasn't fully at ease.
He had it in his mind to go check out Jaklu ever since he had been on that transport heading to Bankor and with little on his schedule he figured he'd go and try to relax a bit. He had been feeling something within him for the past couple days... something stirring and itching out as if from within him. Perhaps the stress was starting to get to him... nothing could be better than a bit of R&R to recharge his batteries.
He arrived in town in the morning and found his way to the Tranquility Inn, hearing that they had just the place to stretch out and relax for a moment. He donned a wet-resistant pair of trousers and walked through the little pathways to a relatively quiet spot with nobody currently in that pool. He eased his body into the water, getting used to the heat for a second before slunking down deeper into the pool.
After a few minutes of soaking he propped himself up and sat on the side of the water's edge, his feet dangling in the water. He took a towel and got it damp with water from the hot springs and placed it over the back of his head while facing down towards the surface of the water. He let out a long sigh as he began to feel a sensation as if a door was creaking open within him...
The angry words of his mother echoed out of the office of Master Yoda into the hall where he was sitting patiently.
"It is outrageous! How could you allow his own aunt to pick that Offee girl and not be able to train Juba?"
"Made her choice on padawan she did before it was time for Juba to be selected."
"Then she should have been reassigned. It just so happened that no Mirialan was free to train him when our son.. who we entrusted to you in confidence... when he came of the proper age? What kind of organizational failures do you tolerate?!"
"The boy is being trained by an exceptional jedi... There is no reason for concern." Another voice spoke out.
"This overgrown rodent? You must be joking... I had no idea the standards of the Jedi and the Republic had fallen so low! If you don't surrender my son back to us... I will!"
The door which Rannek had been keeping propped open suddenly shut from a stronger push on the inside.
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"What do you think I should do master?" Rannek asked as he walked alongside Talon A'kla in the Jedi temple.
"Your path is yours to choose my young padawan... As difficult as it is to put this choice on a man of your age..."
He paused as they continued to walk along, "I will say... that whatever the path may be... you can always be a source for good. Many people dream of being the hero... Of being the Jedi wielding their laser sword in defense of justice and right. But this too can be hubris... To be good... in order to fulfill some personal need or to draw the gaze of others... is in and of itself a potential path towards the darkside. If your own desire is the motivation of protecting others... then what kind of hero are we really?"
"So you think I should go then?" He asked pensively.
"No... I think you fear going. I think you fear leaving this life that you have because it has given you purpose... given you pride in who you are. It is not a bad thing to be confident my young apprentice... or to enjoy what it is you do. But sometimes the path we take forces us to throw away all that which we feel we need... it teaches us that sacrifice is not always easy. But if that is the path the Force directs us on... even if it is not the easy one... We can't run in fear... We must walk forward and change with the Will of the Force. For it lives in us and we in it."
Talon put a three-fingered claw-hand on his apprentice's shoulder, "Whatever path you choose, there is much good for you still to do. If it is at my side I will have joy... if it is on Mirial... I will have joy in the Will of the Force."
Rannek nodded and continued walking down the hall with his former master...
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Rannek removed the towel from his head as he felt the currents around him blowing on his soul like a calm breeze...
He had it in his mind to go check out Jaklu ever since he had been on that transport heading to Bankor and with little on his schedule he figured he'd go and try to relax a bit. He had been feeling something within him for the past couple days... something stirring and itching out as if from within him. Perhaps the stress was starting to get to him... nothing could be better than a bit of R&R to recharge his batteries.
He arrived in town in the morning and found his way to the Tranquility Inn, hearing that they had just the place to stretch out and relax for a moment. He donned a wet-resistant pair of trousers and walked through the little pathways to a relatively quiet spot with nobody currently in that pool. He eased his body into the water, getting used to the heat for a second before slunking down deeper into the pool.
After a few minutes of soaking he propped himself up and sat on the side of the water's edge, his feet dangling in the water. He took a towel and got it damp with water from the hot springs and placed it over the back of his head while facing down towards the surface of the water. He let out a long sigh as he began to feel a sensation as if a door was creaking open within him...
The angry words of his mother echoed out of the office of Master Yoda into the hall where he was sitting patiently.
"It is outrageous! How could you allow his own aunt to pick that Offee girl and not be able to train Juba?"
"Made her choice on padawan she did before it was time for Juba to be selected."
"Then she should have been reassigned. It just so happened that no Mirialan was free to train him when our son.. who we entrusted to you in confidence... when he came of the proper age? What kind of organizational failures do you tolerate?!"
"The boy is being trained by an exceptional jedi... There is no reason for concern." Another voice spoke out.
"This overgrown rodent? You must be joking... I had no idea the standards of the Jedi and the Republic had fallen so low! If you don't surrender my son back to us... I will!"
The door which Rannek had been keeping propped open suddenly shut from a stronger push on the inside.
----
"What do you think I should do master?" Rannek asked as he walked alongside Talon A'kla in the Jedi temple.
"Your path is yours to choose my young padawan... As difficult as it is to put this choice on a man of your age..."
He paused as they continued to walk along, "I will say... that whatever the path may be... you can always be a source for good. Many people dream of being the hero... Of being the Jedi wielding their laser sword in defense of justice and right. But this too can be hubris... To be good... in order to fulfill some personal need or to draw the gaze of others... is in and of itself a potential path towards the darkside. If your own desire is the motivation of protecting others... then what kind of hero are we really?"
"So you think I should go then?" He asked pensively.
"No... I think you fear going. I think you fear leaving this life that you have because it has given you purpose... given you pride in who you are. It is not a bad thing to be confident my young apprentice... or to enjoy what it is you do. But sometimes the path we take forces us to throw away all that which we feel we need... it teaches us that sacrifice is not always easy. But if that is the path the Force directs us on... even if it is not the easy one... We can't run in fear... We must walk forward and change with the Will of the Force. For it lives in us and we in it."
Talon put a three-fingered claw-hand on his apprentice's shoulder, "Whatever path you choose, there is much good for you still to do. If it is at my side I will have joy... if it is on Mirial... I will have joy in the Will of the Force."
Rannek nodded and continued walking down the hall with his former master...
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Rannek removed the towel from his head as he felt the currents around him blowing on his soul like a calm breeze...