Will get to the answers gradually, as there's still things up in the air!
Petrus Karath wrote: ↑Thu Feb 20, 2020 12:37 am
Thanks, as always, for the scenes! We had a couple of really good ones, and it let me get a bit more emotional/raw with Petrus. It was also interesting having Dove as a (confusingly sexy) mother figure!
"Live fast, die young" seemed to be a big part of Dove. And a source of some tension with Petrus, actually. Is there something that could change that for her?
Tell us a little more about the side of her that makes her adopt Jedi kids?
Yeah, "Live fast, die young" was certainly a mantra for her. Dove lives a life of high-octane action of possible. Speeder chases, shootouts, daring stunts!
I don't think that's anything that could change for her, unless there was suddenly not a need for her anymore. Peace or an absolute crushing victory from the Empire against the nascent Rebellion. To which... well, she'd probably end up doing crime? Or doing suicide missions (a la Rogue One).
Because that's one of the things I settled on when I made the character. I
did not want a character that was weighed down by emotional baggage, or attachments. I didn't want her to have a "really painful and troublesome past" that clouded her mind or bore down on her. I didn't want her to have any reason to abandon her job, betray her friends or the alliance, just because someone offered her something she wanted. Because not only do I feel like I have played those characters often as I often give my characters some emotional flaws or trauma to overcome or struggle against in some ways. But for Dove I wanted her absolutely, 100%, focused on being the best she could be and do the best job she could. This is where I would say the most of Motoko Kusanagi's inspiration in Dove's construction came in.
At times it might've looked like she was conflicted over Valus, but what I tried to angle with there was a mixture of things:
1. This was her first time being a double agent for such a long period of time (about a month?), focusing herself deeply in the mindset of being
his agent to avoid him reading her mind and stuff like that. Because she knew he could from their first encounter, and she knew she had to be careful of it.
2. A lot of being an effective double agent in this regard was also that Dove had to fool herself. She convinced herself of those feelings a lot of the time, of being supportive of him, adoring him and respecting him. It was a role she was immersing herself in.
3. With Valus returning to the Light and the Jedi so to speak, he was now no longer the enemy, but an ally. An ally she had to protect (see below). This was a great source of confusion and upset for her later, because she felt she had then misused an ally who she was supposed to protect and save. Thus the very awkward phone call to him to apologise...
Enter now, Dove's motherly feelings.
Well, they weren't really that motherly. xD After Order 66, one of the things Dove started doing at the order of Senator Ysaye was to find, save, and relocate displaced Jedi (mostly Padawans) to protect. After the Senator was captured, Dove kind of just continued in that mode of operation. Enter Petrus; the most frightened and lost little Padawan she had met so far. Mia was also a factor in being a very compassionate caregiver as well and Dove emulated that in the only way she knew how: be the cool caregiver who'd be more realistic, because Dove saw herself as being way more knowledgeable about how the galaxy is than Mia, and especially these Jedi-kids!
So not only was it a protective instinct based on her orders, which she were 100% committed to, but there is an underlying factor that Dove doesn't want to admit, which is that she can't and never will have children of her own, but being in a caregiver-role with these Jedi-kids is one way she can feel she is a part of something resembling a family, but one that actually isn't tying her down (after all, they're adult and can actually take care of themselves).
So you could say she wants to protect them Jedi-babies and secretly enjoys the no-strings family unit feel.