“You realize you didn’t kill them, other people did, and they would have found some other reason to spread misery. It’s the cold and hard truth, and it will make you feel guilt, but you are not at fault. The ones who did the actions are, they had a choice and they chose evil,” he responded.
“We do what we can, we do it to the best of our ability, that is all anyone can be asked to do.”
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“But we can stop it... by sacrificing ourselves... Is that not something we can do?” He asked.
“My master gave his life for a single normal child who didn’t even have time to say thank you. He gave of himself like a true Jedi. What am I If I’m not willing to give up my life to save others?”
“My master gave his life for a single normal child who didn’t even have time to say thank you. He gave of himself like a true Jedi. What am I If I’m not willing to give up my life to save others?”
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“You are speaking of suicide not sacrifice, your master didn’t sacrifice himself because he thought it would stop mass suffering he did that to save someone because he believed it was right. Simply seeking self-sacrifice is selfish, you are not at fault for the actions of bad people, they are. What we can do is try, just like anyone else. Try and bring a little good and compassion into the world,” he responded.
“If you have to make that choice then you live with that consequence, I know Master Yoda says there is no try, but the meaning is that we should act, when I am saying try here I mean act in good faith and do what you can. If you are not willing or unable to give your life to save others then you are not ready to be a Jedi, and that is okay. Only you can decide what matters to you.”
“If you have to make that choice then you live with that consequence, I know Master Yoda says there is no try, but the meaning is that we should act, when I am saying try here I mean act in good faith and do what you can. If you are not willing or unable to give your life to save others then you are not ready to be a Jedi, and that is okay. Only you can decide what matters to you.”
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He tilted his head, "I don't know Master Hin... I don't think that's it. I don't want to be a hero... I have no pressing need to kill myself for the acclaim of others. I just don't want people to die anymore... I want to treat their lives with the same respect as mine. I want to stop running... No one should have to suffer and die because I won't confront my own past."
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"You can't stop people from dying," he said calmly. "You can't control what will happen to other people, you can try and be a just person but if someone wants to do something bad to others because of you, that is their choice."
"I commend your need to shoulder that burden but it isn't your responsibility."
Liua chimed in, "I guess I would say, kriff happens, but you got to keep moving forward you know. Try and do right, I mean I got a friend she helps the people but still bad stuff happens in the slums right? Still she keeps trying even if people get mad at her for giving people some hope."
"I commend your need to shoulder that burden but it isn't your responsibility."
Liua chimed in, "I guess I would say, kriff happens, but you got to keep moving forward you know. Try and do right, I mean I got a friend she helps the people but still bad stuff happens in the slums right? Still she keeps trying even if people get mad at her for giving people some hope."
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"What is there to put hope in... Where does one move forward to... now... under these circumstances?" He realized he was holding the package with the lightsaber crystal in his hand tightly... it was difficult to let it go.
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"You can't move forward as long as you keep that fear in your heart," he said.Rannek Nire wrote: ↑Fri Feb 07, 2020 5:42 pm"What is there to put hope in... Where does one move forward to... now... under these circumstances?" He realized he was holding the package with the lightsaber crystal in his hand tightly... it was difficult to let it go.
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"How do I get rid of it...?" He asked as his hand started to ease up.
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"Meditate... think on your fear, understand how you can overcome it," he responded.Rannek Nire wrote: ↑Fri Feb 07, 2020 6:06 pm"How do I get rid of it...?" He asked as his hand started to ease up.
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"It has been some time... I feel some place calling though..." He replied.
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"You are not ready for it, you need to center yourself," he responded.
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He nodded. He paused for a moment and began to try and focus on his breath... Trying to remember training from so long ago.
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OOC: Discipline at Hard with a setback due to inner doubts and fears. Flip a Destiny as well so 1 red and 2 purple.
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It had simply been too long... and something about what was said still didn't sit right in his chest...
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D5 Meditation, Destiny both, -2 setback talent, here goes nothing...: 1eP+1eA+1eC+2eD 0 successes, 4 threat
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Rannek Nire wrote: ↑Sat Feb 08, 2020 3:22 amIt had simply been too long... and something about what was said still didn't sit right in his chest...
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What answers does this hold... Nothing but pain...
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"Pain is an answer, you learn more from pain than you will from stillness," she responded.
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All pain has brought me is fear... That's not what I want...
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Rannek Nire wrote: ↑Sat Feb 08, 2020 3:47 amAll pain has brought me is fear... That's not what I want...
"It's kept you alive, hasn't it?" she responded.
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Is this living? Or just still breathing?
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"If you are alive, then what else matters?" she responded.
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Who are you...?
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"You are holding my crystal... and you don't know who I am?" she responded.
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Delia? What are you trying to do to me?
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"Is that what I am calling myself now... well I am trying to open your mind!" she hissed and then he feels a burning sensation in his hand where the crystal is.
He is back by the fire with Oraka and Liua. The phantom is gone.
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